Saturday and I think that my brain might just be about working again after a couple of days of falling asleep all the time on the road to recovery from the northern ireland trip. It was awesome though and I am in the process of uploading the blog entries I did there (though not with a computer) so that you can have a read through of them!

Today I'm moving my stuff across to the Egglestons (though I personally don't move until tomorrow) which is one of those depressing times when you realise how your life really does fit in the boot of a car (and I kept a load of junk just so it would look like I had more!). Another sad fact is that around half of the stuff I own is either CD's, DVD's, Videos or Games (yeah I know - what a geek!).

Not too much in store for today (apart from moving stuff but that should only be one journey at some point). Got some updates for bigfattoothbrush that I'd really like to get done though the next big update for it is 1st September 2004 when I actually start working for it as a self-employed person (or that's the hope anyway!). I just think that actually there is so much more that can be done with it and that there is some real potential to be unlocked and lives that can be changed just through a simple site.

Anyway better get on with uploading stuff.... Have a great Day

"Prove all things; hold fast that which is good." - Bible, New Testament, I Thessalonians

Dorothea knew that she'd never be caught asleep on the train!

Well after leaving you on such a cliffhanger yesterday I don't know where to start. Oh yeah we got off the ferry (into the land of Wales) and had a bit of time at Hollyhead lying on the floor (that was before Andy got everyone on the train early). On the train the "You don't have to go to sleep, but you do have to close your eyes and be silent" rule came into play giving everyone a good amount of sleep on the journey from Hollyhead to Birmingham New Street (why oh why did they make a really loud announcment thing on that train!).

At Birmingham New Street as well as saying goodbye to Katie there was time to sample the delights of the local shops including a WH Smith and a Italian style coffee place (which also did tea and hot chocolate), before we boarded the penultimate train - this time a virgin train from Brum to Exeter St.Davids. It was a very pleasent train and I can't remember much apart from listening to Dick and Dom who sent me to sleep and saying goodbye to Catherine at Bristol Parkway.

Arriving back at Exeter on good time we were able to get straight on the next train to Exmouth and mobiles went around and were used to inform parents that they soon would be arriving back. As everyone collected their children the leaders faces slowly lifted as the thought of a night's sleep in their own bed gave them something to smile about!

So the end of a fantastic week. See you next year?!

It's amazing how good this lot can scrub up after a good nights sleep!

Today was about firstly getting the house clean. Splitting into teams the groups cleaned areas of the house and made sure that they were sparkling so that they could get some time in town before they left. With a house that was sparkling the groups went for that one last trip buying food, sweets, ice cream, CD's, computer games, bracelets and other assorted stuff. Must have been a lot of fun!

The final meal in the house was a lunch compromising of a jacket potato some beans, tuna and cheese! We then headed off to the train station this time for a 21 hour journey back to Exmouth. So on the old Coleraine to Belfast train, then the really nice Belfast to Dublin train (which they boarded us onto before anyone else!). Once in Dublin we briefly saw the week B group before eating dinner sat in the bus station. Taking the bus from the bus station to the ferry port we got on the slow ferry for a night of travelling and fun...which is where tonight ends really!

Now that's not very nice saying that Jo is tacky What? Oh she won the tacky item contest I see!

Sunday morning and a very tired house wakes up (and if you were a boy to Andy's morning chorus which is rather loud, high pitched and horrific - in fact some of the boys will never sleep again having heard it!). Breakfast actually happens during breakfast today (though no aerobics - shame spoon aerobics could have been quite fun!) and is looking at being yourself and not anyone else. We watched a rather humerous music video by John Reuban before a bit of small group time and church prep time.

Church was ok, with an Irish guy speaking who I think may have had a speech impediment which made it quite hard to understand what he was saying, but I'm guessing it had something to do with Psalm 23 and sheep because we must have heard about both 200 times or so during the service (OK exageration only 153 times!).

After Church we welcomed back Simon (horray!) and had a lovely roast dinner prepared awesomely for us by Julia (who did a fantastic job in the kitchen all week!). The afternoon was a 'Do not speak to leaders afternoon' and all the leaders but Simon basically had some time off to chill weather it was at a Cafe, Tesco, or getting high on food coloring!

Sunday evening was the big Lion King Awards Night and Sing Along, which was really great. The evening started with some food before launching into the awards and the judging of the tack competition. There was also some time to speak to irish Matt on the sofa which was a right laugh and for me to recieve a large amount of raw fish and stuff over my head (which I quickly added sick to!) as a punishment for getting everyone else (how unfair is that?). The sing along then happened (basically watching Lion King with the subtitles) before an earlish night ready for travel tomorrow - oh no not more travel!

Looks like one of those band poses doesn't it!

Today we were mainly spending time a Port Rush, but not before breakfast and breakfast (this morning looking at how you can't keep a good man down and some of the usual small group time). The trip to Port Rush was less eventful than the trip to Giant's Causeway this time taking a train rather than the dreaded bus.

The day was spent going around all the different things that Port Rush had to offer from Barry's which is Ireland's biggest amusment park (which isn't saying much) where you could go on rides at a rather expensive price or waste your money on the league of 2p and 10p machines that were around. There was also the Nature Centre which was an aquarium where not only could you see Nemo and other Finding Nemo characters but you could also make masks, look at ugly crabs and making puffin blow darts (which were rather impressive). There was also a range of shops and with a '£1 tack' competition on the cards was a perfect place to get tacky souviners. Finally if that didn't hold all the excitment that you could want there was a lovely chip shop (where Frank Bruno himself had eaten at) an ice cream parlour and a beach (which was really rather windy and with the sea crahing about all over the place not that inviting!).

After singing Funky Chicken, Crazy Moose, Everywhere we Go and I like Bananas we got on the train back to Coleraine where we went back to the house for some free time in the games room or watching Finding Nemo.

The evening Bruce Almighty session was about saying what you mean to God, and about how pray can be about asking for stuff that actually matters to you. IOGBILI invovled a lot of youghurt and the late night movie was Who Framed Roger Rabbit (a classic in my mind) and then as everyone else went to bed the leaders did some cleaning up ready for the church who would be using the room the next day. Sleep PLEASE!

Mr Bear....I've been expecting you!
The events of the previous night had left a leader casualty Andy. So as he slept everyone else did some work! Katie led breakfast and Breakfast which looked at Jesus and who he was along with some group time and aerobics and then it was the second workshop session for the week. This time David and Katie took the video workshop where Charlie's angles took on the evil David Hutter, Jo led a sports workshop which yet again was a gloryfied game of football and Dorothea continued with craft doing some amazing things with some paint and a load of wallpaper.

Andy was back in the afternoon though as the leaders donned some fancy dress and went out into the town as spies. The groups of young people were on their tails though and managed to catch all of them (even if some of them forgot to get their signature to prove it!). Afterwards a season of shopping was declared and various groups went all over the place getting various good and having a rather nice time.

The Bruce Almighty session was about making someone love you, and after David had shown us some video with loads of disgusting yucky kiss shots from various movies, and set Toby and Leah up on a blind date he told us a bit about love. After another small group discussion time it was once again time for IOGBILI - Britian's premier late night show. Afterwards the chance to catch Spy Kids 3D perhaps the most pants movie in the world (flying pigs and stuff how pants is that?)! Anyway it helped me get to sleep!

Everyone say "'Finn McCool was a silly old fool' and then we'll make a run for it!"

Today saw Simon disapear for a couple of days though he would return once again on Sunday morning. That left a slightly changed team with Andy sorting out the program and Catherine being the one who was really mean to everyone! After breakfast and breakfast (this morning with a video from Skillet called Saviour and then a small group time) we went out for our day trip to Giant's Causway.

The journey over was rather eventfull. Toby H who had not been feeling good all day turned around to tell leader Andy he was sick. With the greatest amount of sympathy Andy told Toby as long as he aimed at Liam it would be alright! A couple of seconds later Toby heaved big time and a river of sick went down the center of the coach. The smell was horrific and everyone was getting ready to join in the heaving thing - that was until the baby wipes came out. Putting baby wipes over the faces stopped a chain reaction and potentially saved everyone's life - still don't know why I had baby wipes in my bag!

Giant's Causeway it's self was amazing. The bit's of rock are really cool even if the whole Finn McCool highway to Scotland thing is a bit far fetched! Two groups went their different ways the smaller group opting for the short route whilst the larger group went for the long walk with the silly amount of steps and aching mussels route! The journey back home was less eventful (thank goodness) and we got back for an afternoon with some time to shop.

The evening Bruce Almighty session looked at the clip where God gives Bruce the rules for being God and then had Catherine come and talk to us a little bit about free will. IOGBILI featured a special dry gunge after the events of the day and a fantastic quiz about the day. The film for the evening was Johnny English which was very funny. Then it was bed. Night.

It's pirate sports time fun with Katie (Also known as Cap'n Kate)!

After another night of sleep (it's wierd how the sleep thing always seems to happen at night at around the same time!) breakfast followed by breakfast happened (this time looking at Stacie Orrico's video more to life and actually asking ourselves if there is more to life). Then it was time for workshops. The God Slot workshop was led by Catherine (lil tolly) Tollerton where they did a bible study, the Video Making workshop was led by David Hutter and featured Dangerous Andy and the danger crew doing all sorts of stuff involving hugging members of the public, dancing, pouring milk over people and eating ice cream (hard life for that group), the Craft group which was led by Dorothea Shultz was a time of creativity, with t-shirts, masks, and scenery being created ready for Sunday's Lion King Awards Ceremony and Sing-Along night, the final group was Sport which was led by Simon Tuck and invovled propelling with the foot an inflated spherical piece of leather around a room and inbetween two chairs if you were lucky.

The afternoon was spent learning some new sports with Katie including hunt the flag where teams were made to tactically work out how to grab a coloured milk carton and get it to the other side without being caught in the process, and kickball - which is rather like baseball apart from you use your feet, kick it as far as you can and cheat to allow your team to win (if your called Simon!).

The evening session 'Bruce Almighty' was based around the clip where Bruce meets God for the very first time. We then heard from Dorothea before we again split into small groups for discussion. IOGBILI saw the premier of the Dangerous Andy and the Danger Crew video as well as a video shot in Paris by the ICE Team and the usual gunging for people who'd done something silly.

The video tonight was Pirates of the Carribean which was lovely for those who stayed up for it. Personally the thought of a nights sleep was a winner!

The leaders after just one day - you should have seen them by the end!

Day two started (if not rather slowly) and after breakfast breakfast happened (no not a typing area but a morning magazine style that was also confusingly called breakfast and was presented by no other than myself - Andrew Guilder). The show included the now infamous Finger Areobics (© Andrew Guilder 2004) a video clip about poo from Steve Irwin and a talk about what lies ahead in our futures. Then a group time - time to catch up, time to meet, time to discuss, time to dance like a chicken!

After a break and some lovely flapjack (mmmmm) we went over to the main venue to play some getting to know each other games (Andy and David mingle champions 2004) and to draw pictures of each other, before showing them to the group and describing some of their characteristics, habits, and wierd facts. Having completed that lunch was to be had and was quickly consumed ready for a packed afternoon of fun.

The afternoon saw the first trip out into Coleraine to the Swimming pool where we had a hour with unlimited swim and flumes! Some large scale games were played like hunt and drown the leader and stuck in the mud, and some top quality fluming was going on with some top speeds being recorded. The next part of the afternoon was spent shopping around the town (wether in poundstretcher, woolworths, game, iceland or one of the other delightful shops).

After a lovely dinner, the group went over to the main venue for Bruce Almighty which was a time to watch a movie clip and have some time for discussion every night. Tonight we were looking at how Bruce called to God for a sign and God actually gave him one but Bruce didn't notice. Katie shared a story as well before some time with our small groups.

The evening saw the first appearence for Dangerous Andy and IOGBIli chat/evening/quiz show with ICE Team's top guy Andrew Guilder (Yeah the Ego is huge!). Who will ever forget Dangerous Andy's first TV appearance where he told the camera "Some people say that Danger is my middle name. But it's not it's Alan". Anhow you voted that he should hug ten people in the town centre in just five minutes the next day. The late night movie was Rat Race which was rather funny - though some more tired people called it night and went to bed.

Will Dangerous Andy be able to hug 10 people in 5 minutes? Will tomorrow bring any new revelations about anything? And why am I typing this in such a silly way? There's no chance of finding tomorrow but join us anyway!

Yeah pink hair always helps when travelling long distances!

Travelling is one of those things that after a while you learn to hate - I should be glad we're not in days of old when it would take you a week or so to get from Nottingham to London - but surely there has got to be a way of getting to Coleraine in Northern Ireland that is quicker than 16 hours. Well if there is we certainly didn't take it!

Leaving Exmouth station at 7am for some reason we felt bright and awake, the prospect of waking up at our destination at a similar hour tomorrow morning was altogther very exciting. The first train from Exmouth to Exeter was a pretty unexciting journey however the banana muffin at Exeter St.Davids certainly made up for it. Then a massive journey from Exeter to Crewe on a lovely Virgin train. Being put in the "quiet zone" seemed like some kind of joke but we laughed it off (quietly) and stuck some movies, games and music on.

Arriving at Crewe we very quickly changed train ready for the journey from there to Hollyhead (which is in the land of Wales!) where lunch was eaten, cards were played and kareoke was sung (rather badly!). Hollyhead was great (for the ten seconds or so we saw of it) and we got onto the ship (though Piers nearly managed to forget his luggage thinking that the security check was taking his bag on the ship for him). The fast ferry was fast (it kinda made your stomach feel oozy) and allowed more time at the other end for the group to be able to get on a bus, before going to the train station and sampling just some of the delight of the city of Dublin.

From Dublin we took a lovely train (though Catherine Tollerton nearly didn't make it) through to Belfast, where after another quick change we were on yet another train this one through to Coleraine. The only thing of note on this journey was convincing Janine that she was in fact in North Devon and that the people around her were actors - she's going to win that gulibility award no probs!

Arriving at the House at around 10.30pm tired, and without James' bag (that was now on a train to Londonderry) we quickly settled down to a night of sleep (even if some certain people seemed to be talking for a long time!). Anway travelling over let's see what tomorrow brings.

I've now also starred on Radio 5 Live! Yes Andrew Guilder has now spread himself across the national press with dental woes. This morning I had another trip to Exeter this time in a Hackney Carrige with a lovely driver called Darren Pike (not the same guy as the ex SWYM training co-ordinator or Exmouth ICE Team board member) and was back into the little studio talking to a microphone (down which I could hear the very nice director Ben and the guy doing the show Julian). It was a very cool experience this time I did a couple of little bits which was quite cool and I informed the nation that my taxi had arrived (don't leave my level up guys!).
 
Anyway back to planet earth, I'm in school now doing stuff (like typing up my blog) before break duty and stuff and then we've got to clean up the office. We've also got some planning bits and pieces left for northern Ireland and a leaving party with the staff coming up. Check out the radio 5 live website here and have a good day!

You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you.
Eric Hoffer

Life gets more and more crazy, I'm now Andy Guilder as featured in the The Times, Express and Echo, BBC Radio Devon and BBC Radio Leicester.

Yesterday was the last in the trilogy of trips to Loughborough this time with the whole ICE Team coming along for a day trip to Nottingham. We went to Sherwood Forest (to the tree Robin Hood himself used to live in!) having lunch there before doing some shopping in Nottingham. It was a really long day and we arrived back last night around midnight - not leaving me in a great state for this morning!

Yes because this morning I was on Radio Devon and Leicester. I got up at 4.30pm and had a shower and stuff before walking down to the train station (felt rather tired that early in the morning!). The train left at 6.01am from Exmouth and got to St.Davids at around 6.30am allowing me time to find the Exeter Studio for BBC Radio Devon. It was quite scary doing the show, in the Devon one I met Michael Chequer who was a really nice bloke (though quite scareily like Irve Griffiths). Then I went into a different Studio and did BBC Radio Leicester speaking to Ben Jackson (a longer interview and I was a lot more confident).

Then I came back on the train and I was so tired I fell through the door and straight into my bed! I got about four hours of kip which was really cool and then I've been listening to music and doing some cleaning (like the windows and kitchen surfaces and stuff!). Now I'm doing some typing and the last bits of Ireland planning whilst watching the School of Rock on DVD (which I have just bought! It's awesome!).

When you really trust someone, you have to be okay with not understanding some things. - Real Live Preacher

Dental decay

A 20-year-old youth travelled 1,300 miles for dental treatment on the National Health Service because he could not find an NHS dentist near his home in Exmouth, Devon. Andrew Guilder has made three trips to his family home in Leicestershire to have root canal work carried out. Two practices in Exmouth have closed in the past year.

Source: The Times - Visit the Times Website

I had 14 hours of sleep in one night! A NEW RECORD! The events leading up to this may explain why I did sleep for fourteen hours however!

On Friday we left for Spree in a lovely coach the weather was OK it was going to be the best holiday ever and I had a new set of batteries for my headphones. Just as we were arriving on location (Kings Bruton School, Somerset) the weather decided to do something that we hadn't asked it to do - rain! And not that little bit of rain where you can do something but the torrential kind of rain where you're wet in seconds and putting up a tent is no mean feat! Anyways we managed to get the tents up eventually (it was a big time pain and some of us didn't go to the nice warm venue and instead put up tents!). Sleeping wasn't too bad - managed to get to sleep around 1.30am and was up by 7am!

Saturday started opposite to the way it would finish - the sun was shining! The mood was more optimistic - we went to book the activities and the football teams in (though the only activity left was swimming). The footie teams both did really well Exmouth B got through to the Quarter Finals where they were unlucky to be knocked out, Exmouth A got to the final and narrowly missed out of winning. Else where we went to the 'compolsory session' which was pants and swimming (which was really good fun!). The afternoon was spent chilling out (and dodging rain) plus entering the talent show with Si, Wayne and Jaz doing some 'parody' songs (I'm too sexy for the church, I like J.C. and I cannot lie and Bless me Saviour one more time) which shockingly made it through to the evening final. Si, Katie and I then went into Bruton for some charcoal briquettes, drinks and ice cream (humerous considering the weather).

The evening was interesting with a session that was a little better - Katie staring in 'I'm a celebrity get me out of here' and Exmouth keeping up the tradition of being the noisiest group (hence my inability to speak today!)! We all then went along to the talent show which was really good fun. We were the audience favourite (though not having any talent and having two adults in the group was against us!) and had loads of people coming up and saying they loved us (cool - exmouth groupies!). Then the best part of the weekend for me - BROTHER JOHN!!!! They really really really rocked - as one of the girls from our group put it "That was better than Glastonbury!". I really hope to get them down to Exmouth for January 2005 theBrix launch (more to come on that later!).

That night I didn't get so much sleep. Somehow (either through sabotage or a mixture of high winds and wet ground) some of the pegs and the guy ropes had come off and so at 2.30am (having really only just got to sleep)I woke up to find puddles of water on my glasses and the fact that I was soaked, my clothes were soaked and it was raining quite heaving on me! With visibility being very low I went and stood under the marqueey thing for a couple of hours and then sat around until the showers opened for the leaders (at 6am).

So it's Sunday morning I'm tired, I've sorted out the rather damp marquee area and drained off the various surfaces and cooking appliences and got some hot drinks going. Then it's time for a 'compolsory session' which was better until the rather confusing message at the end (though I kinda closed my eyes for a couple of seconds a couple of times which may have made it more confusing). Then some packing up and chatting and photos and saying goodbye and stuff before loading the coach and travelling back to Exmouth. I got back home at 5.30pm and though - well I'm shattered and I better have a quick kip before I do anything else so I set my alarm for 7.00pm. Unfortuantly with the alarm being on silent I woke up this morning at 7.30pm! So now I've just had a bit of breakfast, stuck some washing in (about to do a second load) and doing some general cleaning up.

Today not too much. Got to nip to TESCO later to get some milk and stuff, got to get packing for Ireland and doing a bit more prep work before our preperation day tomorrow and I'm going to go out for tea (so I don't have to cook hurrah!). Anyway have a nice day and I'll see you soon - God Bless.

Goodness is the only investment that never fails. - Henry David Thoreau

ANDREW ON 1,300-MILE DENTAL TRIP

Devon man heads to Midlands for treatment

A Devon man is travelling 1,300 miles for treatment from an NHS dentist.

Youth worker Andrew Guilder, 20, from Exmouth, is making the trek this month back to his home town of Loughborough to have root canal work carried out because he cannot find a dentist in the seaside town.

Mr Guilder, who works with the Exmouth Initiative in Education at Exmouth Community College, has had to take three days off on three consecutive weeks to travel to Leicestershire by coach.

The actual dentist's appointment lasts just half an hour.

However, Mr Guilder is spending between six and seven hours travelling each way by coach for the 430-mile round trip.

He decided to see his childhood dentist in Leicestershire because he has been unable to register with an NHS dentist in Exmouth since moving two years ago.

Two practices in the town have closed within the last 12 months, leaving 4,500 people without a dentist.

Last week, East Devon Primary Care Trust announced two dentists were being recruited for Exmouth Hospital. Four Polish dentists have also been confirmed for Exeter, together providing care for an extra 10,000 patients.

Mr Guilder was offered the opportunity to have a temporary filling carried out by an Exeter dentist - but the earliest he could get an appointment was August.

And the option of going private was too expensive for him. He is claiming income support because he works as a volunteer. The dental work is still going to cost him more than £100, including his bus fares.

He said:"It's been a bit of a nightmare really. My boss has been very nice in allowing me to have the time off to go back. But it's time that I have not been able to spend with the people I usually work with.

"It's disappointing. I have not been able to register with a dentist since I moved down. There's so many people who haven't got a dentist in Exmouth.

"A couple I am friends with in Exmouth have two young children who haven't seen a dentist at all."

Mr Guilder described his struggle to find an NHS dentist after experiencing pain in his teeth.

He said:"When I rang the emergency line and asked for a dentist, they practically laughed at me. They were talking about late August for a temporary filling and it was painful. I needed the work done and the only way I could see was by going back to Loughborough.

"I went to my old dentist and asked for three appointments and he just made them for me."

Source: Express and Echo - Click here to visit thisisexeter.co.uk

Just a very quick post having seen the weather for this weekend I am now paniking about Spree! Let's pray that the weather is good and that we can have a really awesome time. Also going to have my photo taken today for the Express and Echo newspaper about the whole dental thing I'm going through - which'll be fun! Just printed out a load of the Ireland stuff and done the big brother update for the weekend - which is cool. Anyhow I'm going to have a shower do a bit of video editing and go! have a good day!

Never be entirely idle; but either be reading, or writing, or praying or meditating or endeavoring something for the public good. - Thomas a Kempis

What has happened to big brother? Maybe it's just a microcosm (or something like that) of what the world is really like today - a place where backstabbing, lying, deciet and lust are rampant. A program which is no longer suitable for so many of us to watch - more like late night p0rn than a good program!

Well now I've got that out of my system - back home in Exmouth now which is good and I'm looking forward to getting back into work tomorrow. We've got this weekend away thing coming up (so I probably won't get to post again until Monday). It's going to be quite hectic we've got a coach load to come along which is quite amazing - just hope the pain in my mouth has worn off by the time it starts.

Been doing Ireland planning stuff tonight. Got all the evening stuff done now (hurrah!) so that the others can have it to write their talks and organise their worship and stuff. That's all been based on Bruce Almighty which is good. I am so tired I'm sure what I'm saying is making NO SENSE! Anyway I'm going to get some sleep - nite!

I have a stonking cold and all this travelling is making me really tired! Just how you want to feel when your preparing for a weekend away followed by another trip to the dentist followed by a week and a bit away in Ireland! Actually doing some of the Ireland planning now (as well as a big brother update)and even managed to get my proposal for my project e-mailed out last night (wahoo!).

Listening to some good music at the moment. Got the Hives new single Walk Idiot Walk (awesome, awesome track) , the black eyed peas single 'Let's get it started' (which is pretty good) and an EMI CMG sampler thing which is pretty good (especially a group called Staple who I'm gonna do some reasearch on!).

As well as the dentist I've got to go shopping with me mum today (cause she can't lift the heavy stuff) and see if I can make some scones to go with the clotted cream I bought back from Devon (mainly for Dad!). Anyhows I'm going to get on with it all otherwise I'll be at Aldi or Sainsbury's in my dressing gown!

Live in such a way that you would not be ashamed to sell your parrot to the town gossip. - Will Rogers (1879 - 1935)

Oh my, I haven't posted for over a week! What's happened to me? A lot hence the not posting thing because I have been really, really busy! The ICE Team big brother thing I've done for the ICE Team is in full swing again and I've been having to do a lot of updates for that (and get knocked out in the process!).

I've also had lots of fun at the dentists(!) and I'm currently sitting back in my bedroom in Loughborough ready for another day of fun tomorrow. The works going well but last week it seemed to take forever and my mouth has been feeling quite weird since. It should be sorted in the next two weeks though (hallejuah!).

Also planning for the Ireland Trip at the mo which is cool and getting some stuff done on my super amazing and still at the moment TOP SECRET(!) project. So I'd better get on and do that kind of stuff. Have a good un!

Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simplier, but much less magical. - Trey Parker and Matt Stone